Why I feel hollow, and terribly absorbing care and interesting things?

It's like I can't provide care and fun for myself.

...When I'm on internet, I have to keep reading, news, fun things, people's articles on all kinds of forums.

....When I'm with my fiance, I'm so demand of his care and need him to help me feel happy and live an organised life.

.....Before I met my fiance, my life was so boring. I wouldn't say it was worthless, cos I like my career. But I didn't have much fun in my life, didn't really socialise with people.

...I feel so hollow inside, no fun and warmth growing out of my own heart. but don't know why.
Answer:
You sound like you may be suffering from depression. Get checked out. You can be diagnosed and given a prescription to help.

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Find some new hobbies, your just bored...

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Chronic low blood sugar can lead to some of the things you are feeling. There is info about this at www.hufa.org. Life can be a grey, plodding stretch of time if your body is not working properly, but you don't know it. Low blood sugar (hypoglycemia) can be one cause of "not working properly".

Check it out. If you do have this problem, there is hope. And part of the solution is relatively easy.

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Maybe you need to spice you your life alittle. Do you have any hobbies that you enjoy or activities that you enjoy but don't take the time to do them. Indulge yourself in things that you enjoy and will find that you life is not so boring. Don't depend on your fiance to make you happy all the time or he will become bored with you. Are there things that you enjoy doing together. If so, make time to do those things. Who knows, you may find that there are other people that enjoy doing the same things and make wonderful friendships from them.

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